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Random & Meh


I’m all full of blah this week, darlings. Well, part blah, part snark. It all began with hormones and all the feels and now I’m just sort of over it. I’m just plugging away applying to all the jobs that I possibly can and trying to not freak out or stress or anything. I haven’t had the inspiration or motivation to write and when I tried to exercize my tired brain by writing poetry? Well, this…

I am
busted seams
popped buttons
frayed edges
broken zippers
worn-through thighs

My thighs will destroy as much as they embrace
my breasts will heave and welcome as I breathe

Meh. That’s all. Just blah and meh. Ha-ha! This sort of sums up my week and yeah I know we’re only halfway through this shizz.  It’s not like I have any plans for my weekend or anything, but that’s usually the only time I get to see some of my favorite people and that’s all I want right now.

Time is such a painful and cruel thing, ya know? I’m constantly waiting or being told to wait and be patient and I’m sick of it. I’ve probably said this a few times before (Ha-ha!) but damn, dude! I am excited for the conference in July. I’m looking forward to it for like a bajillion reasons! My BFF “Q” is driving up and staying with me and oh the shenanigans we shall have/accomplish!!!

I spent much of my weekend hiding and watching bad movies and feeling weird. Had an anxiety thing happen on Sunday that was not fun but I worked through it. So much time with my puggyman certainly did me a world of good. He is the most perfect pooch, I tell ya! 😉

And then today I saw this crap commercial, “Hail to the V”?! WTF?!?!
Celebrate the most precious thing in the world…by washing your smelly cooch?!?! NO THANKS!

I guess I’m in a bit of an odd mood.


Love you all!

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2 Comments to

“Random & Meh”

  1. On June 13th, 2013 at 6:12 am Veronica Says:

    I don’t know why you’re Meh-ing your poem, I kind of loved it, especially the first part! I think the imagery is incredibly effective in communicating a feeling/how you’re feeling (about yourself).

  2. On June 13th, 2013 at 12:09 pm Not Blue at All Says:

    Veronica: Thank you so much!

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