So, Monday when I posted that Benjamin Franklin thing? That kind of stuck with me a bit and I’ve begun to write down my thoughts before going to bed. I don’t share them, with anyone surprisingly, but they are there and for me. It’s kind of awesome. I allows me to let things go or sort things out or save them for later in way. I also use it to say things to people that I wouldn’t normally have the balls or whatever to say to them. I like this practice a lot. I feel that it’s doing me some good.
Now it’s not reflecting on the good I had done that day. Sometimes I feel like I don’t do much good at all. Other times, well, I just know what I have done and done need to reflect on it. If I have gone an entire day without putting my foot in my mouth (gawd, like last night, wtf?!), then that is all the good I can aim for right now. Things have been difficult for me, surely, but not so terrible that I am unable to be me. I had a few days like that. I was a mess for a minute there. I think I am finally over that hump, as they say, and am ready for my next endeavor!
As I mentioned yesterday, I would like to seek out small adventures on a regular basis. I’m calling them “tiny adventures” because, well, I’m poor and I don’t yet know what I wanna do! So that sort of restricts things a bit. I like calling them that because it seems less intimidating, too. I don’t want to talk it up too much and make people think I’m going on some grand journey or whatever. But I do want to get out and do things that speak to my soul, that inspire me and ignite my passions in life.
I think I shall go to the local art walk this Friday and see where that leads me. I so miss seeing and being a part of the art world! Even if my bff isn’t going, though he usually is, I will go on my own. How exciting?! Ha-ha! I do love downtown San Jose. Someone recently remarked how blah it was and I was so stunned. To each their own.
I would like to go to a local book store and insert Body Revolutionary pamphlets into their diet books! That would be fun! I would like to do lots of things, I suppose. It’s just difficult to decide on a direction, purpose and what exactly. I would love your suggestions. But I appreciate your encouragement. You have all been there for me these past two months and I thank you from the bottom of my boobs (I’d say my heart, but c’mon, we all know which is bigger!). <3